Can anyone ever really prepare you for your children to grow up and move away? That is what I'm facing right now!! O'Malley has decided that he wants to move, because his girlfriend, whom he has been dating since the beginning of 2015, lives 12 hrs away. It's not that I don't want him to move, if that is where God wants him to be, but my heart aches when I think of not being able to see O'Malley. He is after all the first born, the one that made me a mom 19 years ago. I'm going to be a supportive momma, but I will not hid my feelings about this to anyone. When O'Malley first talked to Hubs and I about this about a month ago, I cried every time I thought about it for 2 days. Hubs has been strong and supportive, but also, very open to O'Malley about his thoughts on everything.
I ask Berlioz this evening how he feels about his older brother, (by 2 years) moving south? He said, it didn't matter much to him. I'm sure that he will have his moments of missing him since they are fairly close in their relationship. I'm sure that Toulouse won't mind a bit, well...maybe a tad. They fight like...cats & dogs. Marie said she doesn't mind, but will be glad to see him.
I do trust O'Malley's judgement & if this is where he is feeling God lead him, then I have peace in knowing that he is in God's Hands.
Father Lead Me, Cause I Can't Do This Alone...Lead Me by Sanctus Real
